A HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all teachers!!<3 (No matter who you are).

Today's teachers' day concert was surprisingly quite enjoyable.
Too bad I have a short body and could only see the top half of all the performers.
But the best part was having no lessons and ending super early at around 10.15am:)
All of a sudden I feel like working extremely hard so as not to disappoint my teachers, like I'd promised in the notes I've written in their cards.
Disappointingly (especially for a certain b-b-b-can't say the name), mr herd did not win the most charming nor the most interesting teacher award. HAHA. I loved our reaction (chingy and me, and also someone else- I can't remember) when we realised the award that mr toh won was 'the most charming teacher' award (I think).
And then I had to pass mr toh his card which read 'MR TORRES TOH' in front (eww) and I had this really strong urge to cross out the word 'torres' because I saw no link between the two:X

And speaking of torres, I got his book from popular yesterday!:D
I couldn't believe it when my dad offered to buy it for me.
Yesterday at northpoint:
Me: *staring at the book
My dad: shen me lai de (what's that)
Me: Book on torres. Something like biography, I'm not sure.
Dad: ni yao bu yao, wo mai gei ni. (You want me to buy for you?)
Me: (in disbelief) *nods continuously
Dad: kan ni zui jing zhe yang (emo), mai gei ni zuo present la.
Me: Okay!:)

Am going to finish reading it today:)
I totally love the front cover!XD

There's just one thing left.
You know I regret losing control of my emotions.
The litmus test, perhaps? I don't know.

Labels: happy happy teachers' day; 3-2 phew; it just feels weird- almost like a burden; __ so close yet so far.

One day gone, so many thoughts, I am at a loss of what to do.
Maybe I need counselling to handle my stress the proper way.

What the hell was I thinking.

No matter how annoying my sis can be, sometimes, you gotta love having someone you can talk to when it comes to stuff like this. And I am going to heed her advice for the first time in my life.
She said our characters clash because we're both taurus. I wonder if there's some truth to it.

Labels: erase

I seriously think you've misunderstood my words.

And don't fucking quote me if you've twisted the meaning of my words.

Labels: is it going to end like this.

Okay I have decided to not let the emo post be on the top because the usual three-day recovery period I give myself is over.

Was pissed to the max this morning. Why must I put up with this shit. Like, this isn't even the first time. So I decided to walk away and forget about it. But my mood for the entire morning was well, quite ruined.
I know tired people can be like that sometimes, but I am tired too and I don't act or say stuff that- argh- I don't know how to put it. Maybe I'm just more sensitive to words? And I feel I did nothing wrong in the first place, and still, I said 'sorry'.
Okay I'm feeling damn perplexed and frustrated now. Fuck it. I just wish you weren't like that sometimes.

The stupid rainy weather didn't help much at all either.
I hate getting wet in the rain, I hate my liverpool bag getting wet in the rain, and most of all I ABSOLUTELY HATE my shoes getting freaking wet and soggy in the rain.
And it wasn't the normal rain. It's the super-duper heavy type of rain that will keep you at home no matter what, if you were at home in the first place.

Okay I am not in a good mood at all.

Where's the place where I can be alone and scream my heart out again?

Labels: perplexed; what is happening; __ so close yet so far.

EMO.



Wants to die right now.

Today could have been a happy day for me if it wasn't for _.

Yes, fuck -------- --------. Whatever.
Finally, I feel much better.

I just want to run down a long stretch of clear path and scream/shout/whatever my head out.
It's hard to find a place like that; in singapore, there's people everywhere.

I was happy because I thought she would forget about it.
I was happy because I had so few lessons today (only 3 1/2 hours of lessons!).
I was happy because I played basketball with boss even though I was really off-form today and we both had some unglam moments at some point in time.
I was happy because _.
But having to _ ruined my day.

I feel absolutely stoned out now.

Seven hours, 12 minutes left to kick-off.

Yesterday while in causeway point I saw at least five people in man u shirt/jerseys.
Because man u thrashed wigan 5-0 on saturday.
Man, what a bumch of fair-weather supporters. And what shame, too.
Where did all the man u supporters disappear to when man u lost 1-0 to burnley in their previous game? HA.
I absolutely look down on this type of fans. Boo-boo!

Win or lose, I don't care. See me with the same bag everyday unless I really have very little to bring to school on that particular day.
:P
Call it fate, I just love my club!

Whatta day.

Labels: RAWRRR; __ so close yet so far.

It is 2.55pm on a saturday afternoon as I type this and I have already studied for four whole freaking hours!
I feel overwhelmed by this strong sense of accomplishment because I think I have just broken my record. Haha. And I didn't know I could do that much math until I tried the ac paper this morning, but with all the notes in front of me of course.

Wth, usain bolt can't stop breaking all the sprint records. And I can't imagine anyone who is ever gonna go faster than him in the future once he retires. Legend Bolt, haha.

Nadal is back!!! Well, almost, haha. Just got into the semis this morning.
:D

Liverpool to play on monday. I hope Torres's facial injury will heal by then. Although the metallic brow is quite cool lol.XD

I feel like I'm giving a sports update. Heehee.

We played badminton yesterday during pe and now my three limbs (excluding left arm) are aching.
Argh. Must be my serious lack of exercise.
Felt quite paiseh at first because (stupid)boss kept laughing at my unglamness while playing badminton. But luckily not many saw me playing haha. If not all my image will be gone.

Watched 'where got ghost' yesterday with some 33/08ers.
The movie was more funny then scary (as expected), but I think a few of us were still abit too scared to watch the 'scarier' scenes. And boss actually screamed once during the movie! HAHA. I totally LOLed because I never heard her scream before, and she screamed very loudly too.
And there was this uncle sitting beside boss and one seat away from me who laughed super-loudly. And as if it wasn't funny enough, he was quite lag also.
Typical of a funny scene:
1) The audience laughs.
2) Laughter dies down after a few seconds.
3) That's when you hear the emergence of this booming laughter (from the uncle). HA-HAHA-HAHA, HAHAHAHAHAR... ...!
4) Boss and I laugh because of the uncle.
XD

Anyways, I enjoyed the movie!:)

Labels: happy; transformation begins; weekend of sports; __ so close yet so far.

FOUR-NIL.
:D
And Torres scored the first goal
:D
Too bad he needed stitches on his brow=/
Scary.

And all the tests for this week are finally over!!!
Yay. Can relax abit today:)

I feel like eating salted popcorn now. Why does everyone I know seem to like sweet popcorn more?:(

Labels: ttt = torrestorrestorres XD; random; __ so close yet so far.

POTATO and COFFEE OVERDOSE
on saturday at coffee club with the topless five!(minus yee haha)

Labels: hehe; i love my friends; moody; expected; __ so close yet so far.

Bottled-up confessions.
Bottled-up rants.

Nowadays (and it's getting more and more frequent) I keep hearing my devil and angel speaking within. I'm fluctuating between 'giving it all up and just become a bummer' and 'go mug, you slacker'. I'm at a loss. I know which road to choose, yet there is this annoying ever-present inertia that is holding me back because I can't see my future. I don't know what to do, now, and in the near future. I hate my society. I hate having to study. I hate exams. Why can't we just gain knowledge for fun and just to satisfy our own thirst for it? Why, instead, do we gain knowledge so that we can score an 80 or above for some freaking A level examination so that we can get into the courses we want, and secure high-paying jobs in the future? I feel it's all because of the existence of 'money'. Why can't money be abolished for the world and just let free trade dominate our transactions? Entrepot trade and specialisation, the way to go. Qualifications wouldn't matter then.

I think all teachers should embrace equality (anti-bias!) and learn to manage their emotions well.
Of course, I'm still pissed. Why did I leave the class in the first place, pfft.

I spentwasted my national day long weekend slacking away- and it wasn't even quality slacking- albeit baking and studying econs.
In the end the muffins turned out bad (the brownie was okay though:)) and I NAQed for 1 1/2 econs essay questions:(
I really really want to get my A for econs (and progress past 1 evaluation mark)!!!
Okay maybe I'll change my way of studying, because apparently, it isn't getting me anywhere. I shall try the method mr toh mentioned today.

Funniest thing that happened in school this week belonged to my boss. I just lmao during tuesday's math lecture because of boss's rather gross and unglam moments.XD
After eating vegetarian during the break just before the lecture, she stuffed down my brownie and muffin without any discretion at all. And we both were quite sure that the lecturer saw her busy eating, but was too nice to say anything. Then not long after eating, boss burped. It immediately sent cheryl and I (and I think the other people in the class also) into laughter because it was quite loud. Then when I thought I'd stopped laughing, I heard another burp (which boss said she was trying to control and hide but failed, obviously) and it all started over again. I think my stomach ached after that because I laughed too much.
Okay, at least the lecture wasn't so boring because of what happened.
:D

I want to fly away, now,
if not for Friends that make me keep going.

Labels: random shitz; the most tiring week ever; __ so close yet so far.

National day celebration in school was quite bad, mainly because of the hall's bad technical upkeeping. The sound system was dots- I half-expected the speakers to drop down anytime, and the big screen kept going on and off like some special effect but it was not supposed to be. It kind of spoilt the entire celebration mood because I couldn't see the lyrics of the national day songs (yes, I forgot some lyrics). But I'm still better than some teacher who doesn't remember any lyrics at all, lol.XP
Seeing your friends appear on videos is really funny. Once again, thanks wst aka anna sui (swee) for giving your all in acting and lsl for putting in so much time in piecing the videos together:)
Oh and someone else made me laugh too. Haha. Guess who you are:)

Labels: friday; __ so close yet so far.

Yay I survived FIVE tests in TWO days.
:D

But I keep zoning out these two days.
And apparently, I look tireder in school this week too. Well I think I look like **** these days too. And sometimes I feel pissed because of no apparent reason and just walk away by myself to avoid talkng to anyone. I think this is 'mood swing'. Okay I'm going to be happier in school for the next two days:) No tests!

I need sleep. As in, more, sleep.
Maybe one whole week of pure slacking will suffice. Hurhur. As if it's possible.

Scored 9 upon fifty for math paper one timed practice!!!
Was horrified and abit stunned when I received my paper.
I was expecting a 10 or 15 at least. Maybe God knows what my favourite number is and decided that it would be my marks this time. Hopefully I score above fifteen for today's math test!

Huge, Huge, SIGHHH.

Labels: running on empty; empty empty empty; __ so close yet so far.

Baking session at sin li's house on friday was f-u-n. XD
Zhi yang and Joan went also:)
Baked muffins and brownie.
Played wii as well. Tried 'house of the dead' but we weren't very good at it haha. I sucked at guitar heroes also:/
Then when I played fifa 09 with sin li my liverpool got thrashed by man utd! Rawr. Must rematch next time haha.

Studying session yesterday got me to do some math revision, finally.
I actually did integration, which for me, was a very big deal. (I think my boss will understand lol.)
And for the first since last year's tutorial, I did one question on applications of integration. Haha. Because I always skip this topic's questions in tests and exams:X
Anyways I shall try to score at least a couple of marks next time for these two topics.

I need to mug more.

So many tests next week!:(
Zzz.

Labels: so little time left; __ so close yet so far.

About me:
Name:Alice Ong
D.o.B:10/05/1991
Horoscope:Taurus!
Schools:NorthlandPS,AndersonSS,AndersonJC

Likes:
Playing sports(esp.football,basketball=D)
Econs
Most unhealthy food(cos they're fried!=)
To write
Reading,listening to music,singing,etc...

Dislikes:
The very smell of cigarettes(i just can't stand the smell!!)
CristianoRonaldo(duh)
Revising for tests and exams!!

Loves:
LiverpoolFootballClub(especially!)
My many friends!!XDXDXD
Idolizes(not in any particular order):
1.Fernando Torres Super Junior!
2.Steven Gerrard
3.Kobe Bryant
and others i'm lazy to continue on...
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1. Standard Chartered Home Jerseey:D 2. Watch Liverpool play at Anfield live 3. Visit Korea and Spain

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amanda
huimin
joanne wong aka queen
n.zhi wei
pamela
sin yee aka vonger
yoke cheng
33/08!
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hani
joan
madelyn
rain
sin li
wen bin
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