Fly All The Way To WonderLand.

Friday, January 30, 2009

yay I'm not emo anymore.
:)
I find it hard to be that sad in school because of the people around me.
And people do little things that make me happy, but of course, they wouldn't know.
Like what I mentioned in one of my posts during the holidays, that the littlest of things make me haapy:D
But the same goes for being sad as well, which is not so good.

The timed practice for gp essay yesterday was horrible.
I was in two minds for 30 whole minutes!
Wanted to do q3(the 'wealth' one), but couldn't come up with enough points.
So I did an essay plan for q4(family), but could only think of 2 points.
So I stoned for awhile before choosing q3 again.
By the time I started, there was like, 1 hour left.
Chionged my essay before doing the essay plan. LOL.
I think my teacher will say something about my skimpy essay plan scribbled on the back of the question paper.
Haha.
Anyways, I hope I can pass, at the very least.

The whole of thursday was so so so tiring.
Mainly because I caught the football match in the morning I guess. Bleh.
Absolutely smoked through math lecture- I was trying ever so hard to stay awake because vectors is tough.
but started nodding off 10 minutes into the lecture.
Remained on and off until the final 5 minutes.
Then I realised everything I copied was in a mess because I was barely awake when writing. Zzzz...
Tried to avoid someone also. haha.
But of course I didn't manage to.
Choir was torture, because my throat was pain as hell.
And I wasn't even singing.
Tried to but it obviously couldn't work.
So I kind of lip-synced the whole way.
But still couldn't help singing a little. hehe.
We are improving!!! woots.

Went to lunch at nihon mura with vong sin yee today.
Spent 15 bucks on food and float!! *horrors
Luckily I've not been spending much this week in school because most food are currently off-limits for me.
And I still dare not try sushi because of this horrible experience I had before...
I love ebi!!!:D yum-yum
Even though I'm not supposed to eat too much fried and oily stuff now. oops.
Had a coke float, and did something stupid.
When the person served me, the float was already kinda overflowing because of the gas bubbles thingy, but I still stirred it to mix the ice-cream.
But the thing started foaming and it overflowed onto the table.
I went: "Shit. Sin yee, how?"
Then we laughed and I quickly got some tissue paper to clean the table.
Anyways, this just adds to my reasons for not liking coke.
And next time I will eat only side dishes and not geh-kiang and order the freaking big rice bowl that I didn't finish.

The weekend= Homework. And tv:D

Someone will not be around so Liverpool WILL WIN chelsea!!

I will continue watching all Liverpool matches. (unless I'm dead, but touch-wood!)

Xie-xie ni for helping me upgrade my gc cos I was always too lazy to do it myself!
:)

Labels: Never being sad for too long; gp is difficult; why are there only 24 hours a day can't the earth be bigger or something; maybe you are the jinx. hmm; my sushi-phobia; __ so close yet so far.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

WHATEVER.
I don't have sixth sense, fine.
Sighs...
I've turn cold on that matter.
I hate to say this, but ~~fuck~~ *** * are gonna win the title.
DISAPPOINTMENT.
I know I'm not a jinx, but sometimes, freakish coincidences make you think twice...
Thinking if I should be emo in school today.
Maybe.
Hell, yes.

Someone please make me happier.
:(

Gonna fail math and gp time prac for sure...

Sometimes, waking up at 3 plus in the morning and getting disappointed sucks big time.
Correction: It sucks ALL THE TIME.

Labels: emo post; this is the end of the title race.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Did no go anywhere for CNY day two!!
But ate the ever-lovely macs big breakfast:D
yum yum.

I LOVE BIG BREAKFAST.=DDD

Spent my cny day 2 watching tennis on tv(Nadal RULES!!), doing as much homework as I felt like doing, and using the computer.
Watched the 1st 15min of iron man.
Might watch the remaining this weekend:)

*okay I just had a coughing fit.

Didn't really sing during choir practice today.
Sectionals were I think much better today.
And I think the sop sls are really nice. :)
But some people are still annoying.
I think the new song, or chant, rather, has improved my semitones! Lol.
Got ~~whacked~~ pushed in the head by someone-who-still-thinks-i-am-a-jinx.
We shall see!!
Liverpool will win today. *laughs evily
I know because I feel it. MUAHAHA. ha.

Had ~~random~~ okay, not so random coughing fits in school today.
The feeling was horrible.
A couple of times I actually thought I would puke because of the phlegm in my throat.
yucks yucks.
Cough, get better quickly...!

And HOLY I just remembered- have to study for math test tomorrow!
And there's econs homework also.
Zzzz...

Labels: I love scrambled eggs and sausages for breakfast; coughing fits the whole day= SORE throat; quit talking and please listen; I think I've a sixth sense; ___ so close but yet so far.

Monday, January 26, 2009

SORE THROAT'S GONE BUT THE DAMN COUGH'S KILLING ME...

And I still have not eaten any new year goodies yet!!
D:
Because I don't wanna go back to school on wednesday coughing like some person with a deadly disease.
I-Hate-Phlegm.

But then I thought: This is actually good in a way because not eating = not gaining weight!
Not forgetting there's pe on friday that's bound to 'kill' me again.

Had reunion dinner at my aunt's house yesterday.
Ate a hell lot of food.
The usual yong tau foo in steamboat, with prawns, sotong, cheese tofu... blahblah.
And then we had some grilled food too!
My aunt's self-marinated beef was awesomez.
Bacon, cheese and onion sausage, crabstick, and blahblah.
And I ate one slice of abalone, which was quite rare because I don't exactly eat abalone.
Prefer shark's fin hehe. *drools
So I just ate and ate and ate.
eeeps! I don't think I ate TOO MUCH though... I think..?
self-consolation perhaps. ha. ha.

Slept at two last night after the liverpool match.
1-1.
Again.
Zzzzz...
More zzzzzzzz......
I have no comments.
Except being disappointed.
Like for the trillionth time.
=/
Thank goodness it's not the premier league though.

Today was not exactly a good day either.
Had a hand in mahjong.
Lost terribly.
Tried to console myself that the fengshui of my seat was really BAD.
Which I seriously think was true because my cousin kept winning.
Thankfully we played small and I lost just a little over 10 bucks.
But still, I HATE LOSING.
Just like I hate Liverpool to draw or lose.
Dinner was alright.
Ate lotsa fried stuff.
Which is why I'm coughing like mad now.
Just taken my medicine.
Hopefully my voice will be back to normal by wednesday, though I doubt it.

Ang-bao money this year from my relatives are nearly non-existent.
But oh wells, it's like that every year.
Kinda used to it already.

Okay, gonna chiong homework now.
And no, I'm not crazy because I'm doing homework on New Year's Day
-I'm barking mad.
Ciaos.

Labels: coughing makes me lethargically high; Steamboat dinners rock; Yesterday I was happy Today I am okay.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

MY DAMN SORE THROAT IS KILLING ME!!!

and the cough

and the headache.

Not to mention I HAVE NOT eaten any chinese new year stuff yet.

:(

major sadness.

Liverpool had better win tonight.

Labels: sick and tired; where's the festive mood gone to

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I'm still alive, and thank god for that.

2 weeks of school is pushing it.
I'm physically tired, and thankfully not mentally yet, though I'm predicting I might reach that point in a couple of weeks.
My life now consists of three things- choir, school, and friends.
And I'm happy to say that the third thing is keeping me going on:D

Choir on wed was hell in two ways.
First, it was bad.
I think we didn't sing well, as in we didn't put in enough effort, which was why we were 'reprimanded' by swee hao the next day.
Secondly, it was hell because I was honestly a walking (and singing) zombie.
And I think this sums it up quite well.
To people I did not respond to on wednesday, I apologise.
I was really kind of knocked out that day; I was worse than usual.
And to make matters worse, pe on tuesday was horrible.
Had to run with 35/08 because I changed my afternoon pe.
So I ran alone most of the time because I was too lazy to run with the chionging people.
But I saw ____. :)

Thursday was slightly better.
Kept seeing this teacher in school.
And it was definitely NOT on purpose. duh.
Geog tutorial was fruitful. Finally.
We had gp lecture on ethics.
Kantian and Utilitarianism values.
I had hell of a time trying to pronounce 'utilitarianism' fluently. Zzz.
But of course I say it with ease now:D Yew-tee-lee-tear-rian-ism.
Watched this video of the hiroshima bombing and its consequences.
But I thought the deformed and scarred people were a bit too... gross.
I felt nauseated after the video.
Then I went to j8 via Rain's car!
Heheh I think it's so cool to be able to drive.
But I stiil haven't gotten over the phobia of crashing so I don't think I'll be learning to drive anytime soon.
Had a humongous lunch in the foodcourt which made me feel terribly guilty because I wanna lose 3kg more.
Choir was much better than wednesday's ~~but not before seeing the teacher for another I-don't-know-how-many-times~~.
And I sadly conclude that I can't sing.
I'm serious and contemplating if I should change section or something, before I pull down the standard of sopranos.
My voice is throaty.
And the cough I have now isn't helping at all.How how how??!
:(
#@*%
I hate my voice.

Friday was tiring again.
(My current pet phrase has got to be 'I'm tired')
Had pe in the morning. Zzz.
The cny concert was... I don't really know what to say.
But my mind was floating in and out of situation at times.
But it didn't stop me from hearing the horribly off-pitched performance, which was torture.
Went back to my primary school, but didn't manage to find my teacher, so I sms-ed her instead.
Then went to far east with flea, pamela, jj and zk.
Walked till my feet were rotting because I had pe in the morning.
Couldn't really feel my legs after that.
But at the very least, I got my shoes!:DGoing out again later.
I'm kinda on a spending spree, which I know I'm gonna regret in the not-so-long-run.
But I'm not caring so much now.
Living a life for a few days, at least.

I wanna see you and you and you!

PS. Don't mind the randomness.

Labels: confused and hesitant and maybe lost; add 'tired' to that as well; I hate running but love sports; shopping is fun when you buy something; I'm SO not a jinx; we shall see.XP

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

HOLY YAY I FINALLY GOT RID OF THE TROUBLESOME IN-GROWN TOE NAIL!!!

I know I've been disappearing nowadays.
School is getting to me.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to childhood (=kindergarten) where nothing like 'worries' ever existed.
:(
Geog test tomorrow, but I've barely studied.
Pe sucked today ~~mainly because of the stupid toe nail.~~
And thank goodness there was Dawn to chat and run with.
It sounds weird- I hate running but I love playing sports which involve running.
And come to think of it, I haven't played football AND basketball for ages!!!
:( :( :(
triple sadness...
Manz which I could play now...

Emo... ...

I was quite sad today.
1-1.
~~Dammit.~~
DAMMIT.
Manu fans = I hate. Grrr.
Woke up at 4am in the morning to watch the match.
Was 4 minutes away from celebrating and going to school in high-ness!
Then it was all rubbish. Hell.
I'm not a jinx. I'm not Liverpool's jinx, for sure.
Because I watch every match and if I was a jinx, they would've lost every match, wouldn't they? LOL.
It's okay. I'm kinda used to disappointments.
KINDA.
But obviously I'm always affected by the results. D-UH.
'Cos I'm passionate, without a doubt.

I'm gonna fail geog test for sure.
Nothing's going in at all.
I'm kinda like staring at the space between the lines of words whenever I read the notes.
Which equals gone case.

Econs remains boring.
Because NIA is boring.
I'm kind of mia during nia, sadly.
And I can't seem to help it.
My brain seems to be mia nowadays and I don't know why.
(I'm trying to pull it back though.)
But after watching the fish video during civics lesson yesterday, I guess I could:
1) Play (with econs? I don't think so.erps.)
2) Make their day. (Whose day? errms...no comments) - NA.
3) Be there. (I'm trying to do so during lessons.)
4) Choose your own attitude. (Uh-huh. I know. The positive one, right? Oh yay! I LOVE NIA!)

Gp- I have no comments.
Articles=Lots of work.
But at least that's when my brain's with me...

Math=Neither here nor there.
Sometimes I feel I understand the lecture pretty well but when comes the tutorial, I get gunned down.

Chem=probably the best of all so far.
But it's H1.
...
Xianz...

Somthing's bugging me.
I know.
It's the bug you get when you know you have unfinished business ~~which equals homework~~ but you're not doing it.

I'm tired.
(I know. Who isn't, right?)

Labels: Trying to find my life back; being truly passionate has its harmful side effects; econs and chem; I'm as of now permanently bugged; heheh.

Friday, January 16, 2009

wow this page is seriously dead...
And that's why I'm here to announce that I'm not dead. Yet, anyways.
Which leads me to warn you that this post is gonna be rants and more rants.
And maybe some occasional random stuff.
On wednesday, just 3 days into school, and this horrible thought crept into my head:
just 3 days into school and already I'm dying... ...
(and of course, I'm STILL dying. die-ING. It's a long and continuous process.)
My five school days basically contain of 2 super-long days and 2 pretty longs days. only fridays allow me to lunch outside of school.
And of this was the reason I was dying by wednesday.

My pe just HAD to clash with choir prac on mon!!!
Which means I can't run with my class now because I've rescheduled my afternoon pe to tue:(
anyways today's pe sucked, mainly due to toe nail which has grown in way too deep.
I hope I won't get an infection, because I don't want to go to the doctor...

So a new school year, with new teachers.
I had new teachers for every subject except math and geog.
And I am happy.
Like happy, not being sarcastic here.
But wednesdays to fridays are quite boring for me because my favourite subjects are more or less all on the first two days of the week.
oh, and something random- the school track looks like an oval piece of patched up curtain, but at least the water bump hazards are gone...:)
tut tut tut...

Actually (and amazingly), I kinda enjoy going to school now because of the people I get to see.
And no no no do not get me wrong... No way.
It makes a hell lot of a difference when I tell myself to be serious about learning and try to do as much as I can.
Because even when I'm tired, I feel a ~~weird~~ sense of achievement when I walk out of class thinking "Hey I actually understand today's lecture." or "Finally I know how to answer that question." Wow. Being serious in school works wonders. For me, to say the least.

Finally ate lunch outside school today. With vsy.
Pizza hut!:D
Curry zazzle baked rice with spicy dromlets and garlic bread.
And we finished everything!!
Well, sort of anyways.
Maybe with some help from the floor? LOL.
(stupid yee.XP)
Am still bloated now.

Mornings are great.
Choir pracs with nelson kwei are fun.
Some people annoy the hell out of me.
~~So shut the hell up and open up your ears for god's sake~~
I annoy the hell out of some people (well, or so they say).
I'm not irritating!! >.<
pe lessons ~~suck~~ are totally draining.
I'm stoning now.
Okay.
Guess that's it.

I really really really hope Liverpool win the merseyside derby.
If not, see my black (not literally) face in school on tuesday.

Hi I am Alice, and I AM NOT IN WONDERLAND.
~~Though if I want to, I can.~~

Labels: school school school; ahem; I found out that...; my body and mind are not in wonderland; random stuff and more random stuff; and that's it.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I want to do a recap of 2008 before disappearing from here for a week,of course, to try and salvage as much as I can of my remaining homework.

2008 had many firsts for me.
But I'm kinda lazy to list any...
It had been a demanding year, but at least I didn't miss a single day of school being sick- just one day because I injured my heel and couldn't walk:)
Best moment, or moments, probably are:
1) Realising I'd passed my promos
2) Carolling at Pan Pac
3) Getting a laptop, even though it's not exactly a brand I've heard of.
4) Liverpool beating man utd
5) Liverpool beating chelsea at stamford bridgeand ending their god knows how many games unbeaten streak.XP
6) Liverpool ending 2008 at the top of the table
7) Getting to know many new friends at ajc
8) Maintaining good friends with and sec peeps!!XD
9) Phelps and his 8 gold medals:D
10) Bolt (and his chicken nuggets) and his 3 gold medals in WR times.

Worst moments were so horrible, I'd rather not list them, but here goes...
1) Realising I'd scored 13 for O's. (My 4 bonus points literally saved my ass!)
2) Me being totally confused over my own feelings. In 3 words: I was stupid. Really.
3) Lakers losing to celtics in nba finals. Got thrashed, which made it worse. What I felt was super-ly horrible.
4) Liverpool losing to chelsea in champions league semis in extra time:(
I couldn't cheer up for days and days.
5) Risse scoring an own goal against chelsea in the 1st leg semis, in freaking injury time!!! And I still blame him for the loss, up till now.
6) Realising my class will fall short of its original number in 09 year. But we will keep in touch, yeah?XD

So, there's alot of sports in there.
Well, that's me=P

byebye and see you muggles in school in 10 days' time!XP
(Been reading Harry Potter again, right from the 1st book. Love it as always!)
pamela have you started?:)

Labels: 2008 was my new year; bests and worsts; sports rocks-it rhymes=) ; I wanna be a witch; a vampire wouldn't be so bad either; misses...