Fly All The Way To WonderLand.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

it's thursday!!

it's thursday!!!
which means 1 more day to weekend.
and i'm feeling so happy right now.
i'm sick of lessons and cca.
and i'm so, soooo tired...
today was so slack again.
math tut,gp lect,econs tut,geog lect and finally chem lect.
my brain was totally shut doown today.
says: closed. come back again tomorrow.
it might still be shut tomorrow though.it depends if i feel like using my brain not.
tomorrow's gonna be an even slacker day.
fridays are the slackest days for me.(i have no cca on fridays!!!XP)
gonna lunch tmr, i hope at macs.
i want the olympics glass. it's the bball one this week. lol. (call me cheapo.wateva.haha.)
it's 30 hours and 38 minutes to my weekends (incl fri) as i type this.
gosh ok i shall stop counting.
and no compilation today.
no inspiration as of now.
maybe later.
=D

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

2 more days to weekends!!

today has so far been a better day than ytd...
lessons were quite slack.
then i went for this paradigma thing.
it was quite interesting. would go again for such an event=D
then went for choir.
carolled.
tra-lalalala-lalalala...
choir ended at around 7.10 today.
quite early for once??XD
just ate my tom yam cup noodles.
dam nice. haha.
then did my econs ans plan.
haven't studied for chem test tomorrow yet.
don't feel like studying.
zzz...
chiong study tmr la haha.
can't wait for the weekends!!XP
right now i'm
happyhappyhappyhappyhappy!
cos it's 2 more days to weekendsXDXDXD

The murderer
With the deadly weapon
Beads of perspiration
Traced paths down my tanned face
Every of my kind's moment
of dread
Sweat turned to tears
as i felt
myself
falling
limb
by limb
slowly
painfully
I screamed
I cried
They couldn't hear me
Them
With their deadly saw
Those heartless beings
couldn't give
a hoot
As my life ebbed away
I whispered goodbye
to my loved ones
Then came
the final
cruel
blow
The gleaming saw
across my body
I tumbled
All one thousand pounds that is left of me
smack down hard
onto the cold, hard earth

"The Tree--Moments Before Demise"
by Alice

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

untitled

sucks. quarrelled with my sis again. she's so f-cking immature!!
niways, am so TIRED. again. like everyday. i think i only don't feel tired when there's pe(to play!)
or when there's a football match i can watch on that day. which isn't happening now cos it's off-season.
ok i can hear my parents quarrelling again.
trying to shut their voices out.
F*CK!!! i hate it.
SIGHS big time.
i feel like getting out of the house now!
dammit my mood's completely spoilt now.
emo days ahead.
parents quarrelling everyday
plus cca
plus tests
plus homework
equals
MAJOR STRESS!!!
i think i'm gonna die early.
waaa......!
i haven't travelled around the world yet...=(

on a lighter note, i am so glad to have something called friends in this world.
all's not lost.
and there's my mother.
i am working hard for her and for myself.
a reminder to myself i must work harder.
friends, don't mind me if i appear to be serious sometimes cos i'm actually really stressed=(
sobs

anws,
played during pe today!!!
yay finally hahaXD
although not soccer...
lkw won't let us choose the game we wanna play...=(
so we played floorball.
booorrrrring.
passed here and there.
then monkey.
so lame.
i want soccer!!!
sighs.
guess i have to wait forever until i can play soccer again.

today is a bad day...

chaos!!!
hate
she shuts the world out
enclosed
in her 'peaceful' little world
solitude
interrupted by
nightmares
unfinished work
and commitments
crushing her
slowly
she sweats
on her own
in her lonely little world

"That Girl in the Distance"
-by Alice

Monday, July 28, 2008

Monday blues...

SUPER TIRED. Zzzzz....
had math tutorial the 1st lesson. the relief teacher was weird. and funny.
and half the time i didn't know what he was talking about.
transformations rawk my world!!!(not the good way, stupid.)=X
econs was bleh...
i was 'asleep'...
stoning as usual, but somehow no one ever knows cos i always answer the questions right. well at least most of the time lah.
math lecture was THE BEST man. didn't get a single thing at all. sighs.
i think i can't reach my promo target of 'C' for math liao.=(
then geog tutorial was totally horrible.
YEO WEN BIN PLEASE TAKE OVER AS AV REP THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
math remedial was horribly boring. and i wa so tired, i couldn't even think...
left abit early, went to hub and slacked around with khai and zy.
ate the wonderfully delicious prata sausage. my 1st time!!! it was so nice!=D
must eat again this week haha=)=)=)
then had choir. lalala. sang and sang and sang.
now my throat hurts. i think my voice sucks now. wanna go alto. or sop 2.
kinda sad but i can't reach those really high notes that easily now. i feel i'm straining my throat too much.
coughs.
now i'm back home.
just had cup noodles for dinner.
doing geog. sucks. damn tired. miss the 9pm show too=(
before i go;

she looks around
pretends
she doesn't have a care in the world
eyes settle
on him
heart
feels
something special
she turns away
scared
that he will see
she feels
confused
what else can she do
but watch
silently

"untitled"
by Alice

Sunday, July 27, 2008

can't wait to get some exercise..!

i am itching to play soccer. or basketball.
actually, i think any sport can do.
just wanna play... *itch
have been training for napfa the past 4 weeks, so i've been SEVERELY DEPRIVED from some action!!!
gosh i can't wait for tue.
that means pe. BUT possibly 'chukeball'. ok i can't spell the freaking word, but that's the pronounciation.
perhaps i could get the class to play soccer. hehe.*rubs hands in glee
then i could play bball during the break after pe...
omg it's hyper-time!!
thinking about it makes me excited!XD
this shows how deprived i am=(
all because i failed f-cking napfa. because of that f-cking mean pe teacher. rawr.
but thankfully, i passed the retest last thursday. easily. woots!! hahax.
but my sit-and-reach was HORRIBLE. i need some pointers from the dancers in my class. lol.

ok i'm going to be random again.
i can't wait for mid-august to arrive!!!
that's when epl season starts again. miss my beloved Liverpool Football Club.
they are the best, best, BEST team ever!!!(well at least to meX))
i'm thinking of getting the bright red liverpool bag, but someone in my school already has it.=(
i've been wanting to get a sling bag since march but i haven't gotten one yet. it's kinda sad...

one more thing...
i haven't done any homework!!! die.
never mug too. die die.
then there's cca tomorrow and i'll be too tired to do any work when i reach home. die die die.
haiz...
i kinda feel disappointed with myself...
no motivation.
i need more self-discipline...!
like to stop blogging now. hahas.
i guess i'm running out of random stuff to talk about.

It seemed unreal
In a flash, he felt it
A sucker punch
Into his heart
He felt happy
Weightless
He fell
Like freefall
Laughter
Doves flying
There was light
So bright
An angel
The last sight
Then he was blind

"Bullet to Heaven"
by Alice

early in the morning

Rise n Shine peeps!XD
the first thing i remembered this morning was actually homework.
yes. H-O-M-E-W-O-R-K. i have a ton of homework not done yet. Blehx.
then i got pissed off cos of my sis.
*screams in frustation
i really really really can't stand her anymore!!! Arghhh!!!
calm down, alice...

anyways choir farewell last night was okay.
left early cos me mum didn't want me to reach home too late.
and yes pamela and flea i am a very nice person(*waves thank youXP)
only ate a bit of bee hoon, 3 chicken wings and 1 satay.
the bbq pit was literally like a coffeeshop stall with a very long queue.
wait.
there wasn't even a queue.
forgot that S'poreans don't know how to queue up.=X(well, most of them)
saw the huge crowd and was thinking "forget it, i'm too lazy to squeeze in there'
so i decided that i was 'full' and shall stop eating.
then i slacked around and being a nice person,helped pamela and flea to take food and drinks(it was fun actually hahas) before leaving at ard 9.15pm.

oh anws, i'm munching on pringles now.
sour cream and onion.
my breakfast=D
kinda hungry.
after this i'm gonna have to mug.
and do homework.
(i want to write my stories!!!)
=(
guess i'll have to write in school then hehex.

okays gonna watch Prince of Tennis now on youtubeXD
i'm addicted!!!
lolx.

bb

and so she said...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

i'm not supposed to be doing this...

hi all! i'm supposed to be mugging now, but here i am, online and slacking...
i'm so not gonna make it if this goes on=(
i feel i'm lacking some motivation to push myself to study hard.
STRESSED!!! sighs.
i need someone to mug with me. i think.
anws, i can't mug tonight cos there's choir farewell at pasir ris park from 6.30-10pm.
hope it's gonna be loads of fun, but i can't really see it happening cos i don't know most of the seniors...
maybe if they play bball or soccer then it's gonna be another story hehex.

i am so BORED now!!
but i just don't feel like mugging!!!
sheesh.
guess this is how i'm such a pro at stoning.
anws, here's an excerpt from one of my stories.
no.2 to be exact:

I turned around to face the house. The walls were whitewashed, the paint peeling off at some corners. It greeted me with its usual coldness. There was a moment of silence. Then. Her voice sounded distinctly from the kitchen.
(*convo*)
The file I was holding slipped out of my sweaty palms and dropped onto the floor with a loud thud. I stiffened. The house ws silent. Then, the door swung open. She was standing there,right in front of me. Like always, I hung my head low for a moment,then i looked at her and looked at my file, hoping she would pick it up for me.
" Pick-it-up-yourself." She spoke, emotionless.
Gripping my crutches with my right hand, I bent down slowly. I could feel Her eyes and their glare, piercing right into me, willing me to fail. My legs were shaking. I was perspiring from the effort. Just as my fingertips touched the file, I collapsed onto the ground. I heard Her snort.

okay folks that's all for now. this story's not yet finished, but i'll try to complete it asap.
once it's done i'll inform my friends who want to read it.
kk it's bye for now.
peace out!XP

and so she said...

Friday, July 25, 2008

first post!!!=DDD

this is me signing in:

yippee... my 1st post!! Hahas. kinda hv nothing to talk about.
jc life so far has been... hmmm...
btws, i just found out 2 weeks ago tt i've slacking way too much. SERIOUSLY. so yup. hv started doing my tuorials(well still not ALL tbh.) and started mugging on sundays as well. but i'm still slacking during lectures tho. been doing alot of writing.
I hope to be a writer someday. really. been writing (as in stories) since i was ten actually. surprised? lol. (cos i'm intelligent!=P)
but still sucked in english anyway(got a B3 for O's)=(((

these few weeks are...haiz.
i hate coming home. i'd rather hang around outside.
i don't think my parents can ever talk to each other nicely ever again.EVER.
so at home, it's just me, my computer,the tv and homework.
what a nice life i have.
looking forward to year end(and no it's not too early to think of holidays.it's never too early to think of hols=))
hope 33/08 will have wonderful class outings. 4/3 too!!haha ok.
that's all!

byesXD

and so she said...
me: signing off