I think it's because zhi yang and I went to watch again. Lol. We're the good luck charm or something. Hehe. SRJC 1 AJC 2 Herzad scored a penalty! Yay congrats;) Next up is north zone finals. Hopefully it's on a saturday, so that I can watch. I felt so 'into the game' just now that I felt like running onto the field and playing for the team. Though I'll most probably screw up everything. Haha. Passion for a game can kill.
I'm disappointed with myself because I ended up falling asleep yesterday while studying econs:( Have to make it up today.
I need more fun in my life. Right now it sucks because my heroes are injured and not playing. I know my mood will be affected if Liverpool doesn't win tonight.
Stickman's headers are good. Haha. It's a compliment:P
I get this strange feeling of high-ness when I wake up on friday mornings because number one, it is a short day(12.15!HAHA), and number two, it's less than a day to weekends:P Also, fridays are typically quite slack, apart from having pe in the morning. I am proud of myself because I ran faster than usual for pe today:D I usually slack and run super slowly but I kind of chionged today. Then I ended up feeling giddy for the next like, thirty minutes=/ But napfa is next week!! Bleh. I shall chiong again next friday when I do 2.4km. Then I'll end up dying on the track or something haha. Choi la. Of course not.
Oh! And okay this is going to be random- I told sin li today that I'm getting a kick out of doing vectors nowadays. And I replied myself and said I'm going crazy. Lol. I think I am. Well I used to hate vectors. But I really feel that the more I do my homework, the happier and high-er I feel. Is this type of development normal? Shucks. Maybe my brain functions the reverse way. Like reverse psychology or something. Haha.
Saw this toilet sign in school and I thought it was interesting. Or maybe I was just feeling random that day (wednesday). See the 'Toh'? Haha. Okay. Random. Whatever. Oh well, I'm a good student and I'm kind, nevertheless. :P
I just swore to myself that I will be mugging this weekend. And I'm doing it. Because I think I may have found some motivation. At least, temporary for the next two days.
Real Madrid 0 Liverpool 1 Tell me about it - not. Come on, I watch like every match. Is it even necessary to ask me every single time? Lol. Win, lose, or draw, I'm suanned. So, sighs, I'm totally immune now. And yes, I jumped off the sofa and jumped around like some mad person. It's like the only thing you can do to release the relief and ecstacy when you can't scream out at 4 or 5 plus in the morning. I mean, people are still sleeping. :D
Some people's minds I just can't fathom. I'm just staying neutral- it's a tough job.
Oh and I was wrong, it was only two days:)
But I'm on the brink of letting it go. There's not alot in my life, but what's in is enough to occupy my mind and make me forget ---, perhaps, just temporarily, or until the point where I decide enough is enough. Then I'll let go.
The 1-1 result effectively ruined my entire week:( (Ahem, in case you do not know: Liverpool 1 Manchester city 1) Sucks sucks sucks. Sighs. Next comes real madrid. Okay for now I shall stop here in case I rattle on for another half a page or something. Man u fans are really happy right now. And I hate the cocky aura some man u fans have around them. Oh wells, I guess I'm just overly-biased against the manure people. But isn't this the point. I'm surely getting used to disappointment. Trained from young. Okay I know. Stop.
Pe today was horrible. We were made to run 4 rounds in the rain and ended up getting all drenched. But I realised I wasn't tired at all. Maybe I was too busy feeling pissed because I was feeling all wet and cold that I didn't care much about the running part. I hate running in the rain so so much.
I had an achievement on monday because I passed my math test!:D It was totally unexpected because I skipped questions 2 and 3 entirely, while Q1 was half-done. But I just passed only- 15/30. Haha. And 12 marks came from the system of linear eqn and p&c questions. Not bad for someone who didn't even bring her gc to school.^^ On the downside, I've been faring horribly for gp. Okay, maybe not horribly, but the marks aren't what I expect of myself. Even though I think it's because I have been kind of slacking during timed practices. I admit I haven't been taking them seriously.><>=X
Can't wait for this week to end. My eyebags are getting worse. It ain't going to stop me from late-night matches still, no way:P
I will be there for you as long as you want to involve me.
I know I still have lots of undone homework:( Which I will try my best to complete by today, I hope.
Did my cip yesterday. Packed goodie bags (which was actually quite fun:D) and then was marshal for awhile. Met some weird but funny people, haha. Then I was quite tired after that and didn't do any homework for the rest of the day. But I had subway breakfast for the first time! Yumyum. I absolutely LOVED the scrambled eggs. I think I've eaten like more than five eggs this week. Holy ----. Then there wasn't good news for aj soccer, because they finally lost:( But never mind, they'll bounce back again, I'm certain:) PWDL F A Pts 3 2 0 1 6 2 6
There's still a good chance of qualifying!:P
Which reminds me, Liverpool have to win tonight, because man u shit won again. Zzz. Always by a one-goal margin. Hmph. Unconvincing. Some team(s) just have all the luck, it's downright annoying. I hate. And I do not want to get suanned tomorrow also.
Mariah Carey-Hero There's a hero if you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid of what you are There's an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away [Chorus:] And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you It's a long road when you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand for you to hold You can find love if you search within yourself and the emptiness you felt will disappear [Chorus:] And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you [Bridge:] The Lord knows dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone tear them away Just hold on, there will be a tomorrow And in time you'll find the way [Chorus:] And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you That a hero lies in you. I love danny gokey!:D
Just went to watch "He's Just Not That Into You" with sin yee. It was interesting, funny and thought-provoking. According to the movie, when a guy does not call you after the first meeting, he's NOT into you. And when he's mean to you, it does not mean he likes you. Lol. I've also come to realise that human relationships, as in bgr's, are not that simple. Sometimes, someone you think you're in love with, might not be the person. And of course, you just can't get everything in life. Which is why I'm confused and pondering over alot of things now. Of course, there's another saying "take your chances before it's too late", but I'm probably never going to chance anything because I'm hmm, let's just leave it here. But I'm giving the movie a 4/5:D
On my way home in the bus, I was absolutely stoned out. And I'll bet for sure I looked horrible and sleepy nodding off but trying so hard to stay awake because I didn't want to miss my stop.><>
Had someone calling me 'stupid' three times today. It sounded really weird and funny coming from a teacher. I mean, 'stupid' is what a primary school or kindergarten kid would scold each other right? HAHA. All I can say is-childish! Ha.=X
And it all started when I said something(okay fine it's lame but I'm always lame what) during econs. And it so happened rain and sin li (and a teacher in front of me) overheard and the former two laughed. And of course the teacher turned around and diao-ed me. Okay whatever. I'm getting too used to that face.XP
Found out on thursday night that aj soccer team won (again)!!!
I was practically overjoyed for themXD
Was eating in subway after choir when I received andy's mesage and went like "Yay! Yay! Yay!" (three times):) hehe.
AJC 3-1 YJC
All the pro-ness in the world.
Now it's:
P WDL F A Pts
2 2 0 0 6 1 6
Woots:D
I'm only sad that I won't be able to watch the saturday match as well cos of cip. Dammit:(
But still, GO AJ soccer! I'm a die-hard fan once I start supporting any side. You should know:)
I'm nervous for choir auditions for syf. Coming in march! Yikes!=(
I think if I don't pass I will die.
Not exaggerating here.
I'm going to work hard this weekend, I swear. Well, I'll do my vectors, for a start.
I'm not anti-social, I'm just independent. And perhaps having a face like mine aids people's first opinions of me.
Ahh well, at least my friends or people who know me don't think that way anymore.
Whatever.
There are some people I kan bu shuang in school. I admit.=X Okay but I bet they feel the same way about me too. Or maybe it's a misunderstanding. Who cares.
By the way, math test today was hor-ree-ble. But it was expected, because I didn't really study. Just read the lecture notes. I was so careless, I forgot to bring my gc to school. -_- Thankfully wen bin lent me his and sin li shared hers with me. Thank you both!:) Couldn't prove the mcclaurin's question, then I totally skipped qns 2 and 3, because they were on applications of differentiation (I think). So I didn't even bother reading them. And when I read them after finishing the other questions, I did not know how to start at all. Zzz. And and and my answer for the p&c code-word question was like 1billion plus. Xianz. Found out later that I was supposed to add the cases together, not multiply them. Okay, zzz again. I hope to get a double-digit score at least. I think I spent like 10 minutes or so stoning and looking around because I gave up on two questions totally.
Econs is getting interesting:D And I'm not being sarcastic.
Had this super funny talk during mass civics today!:D Was rather interesting. Then when I listened to the examples the guy gave on relationships and eq and men and women, I realised being a guy is quite err... (hard?)because the emotions they can show, or rather, are accepted by society are really limited. LOL. Loved the 'gay!' part also. Lmao. And I still think that guys in general are superficial. Like they are superficial both in dream world AND in real life. And I hate guys for this.>< And of course the talk got me thinking about many other things as well.
I feel guilty because I slacked one round during pe today. Xian. Which means I burnt less calories than I should have=/
Yay yay. ok this might be random but it's only for me to understand. haha.
WATCHED ajc vs nyjc football in school this morning. woke up wayyy to early at 5.30 because this stupid mosquito was being irritating. Dallyed around until it was time to meet zhi yang for breakfast. Macs breakfast! Haha. Love it.
Three-nil. Three-nil. Three-nil. And congratulations to m.herzad for scoring the 3rd goal too!:D The defending was quite well done as well:) Clean sheet!! Haha. Equals scoring, right? I think aj was fantastic. Well I feel the tackling could be abit better, cos I think aj fouled too much and someone was red-carded- what a dampener. And how I love watching slide-tackles! Haha. I think it's because they look more violent or something. And the two people I went to watch tackled well. Guess who haha. No prizes!XP But I won't be able to watch the next match on wed because I'll be having choir practice:( Xianz. But I'll be cheering aj on the vastly improved side! ps. you'll only be understanding how happy I feel for the team if you've watched them last year. cheers:D
PWDL F A P 1 1 0 0 3 0 3
Okay I think I shall continue doing this because it's fun:)
Crush- David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight Something happened for the first time deep inside It was a rush, what a rush 'Cause the possibility That you would ever feel the same way about me It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth? All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away... Goin' away...
Has it ever crossed your mind When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends? Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take 'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away... Goin' away...
Happy Valentine's/Friendship Day!:D:D:D Got many gifts from many friends today:) Thankyouverymuch 33/08, pamela, sin yee and flea!! I love my friends!<3 And friendship rocks!
Lunched at pizza hut today. The curse of the fallen drumstick struck again. Not once, not twice, but thrice! Guess who is this time? Hmm I wonder... P-p-p. And I added a new word to my vocab today. Ang-Mo-Kiab: Ang Mo Kio Hub. LOL.
I've not touched my computer for three days before this! Haha. Been reaching home after dusk for the past three days. Too tired and lazy to switch on the computer. Some things that happened: Wednesday- Choir was the bomb. Had giggling, snorting fits not quite so randomly. All I can say is there is an interesting junior in choir. But I'm not going to be mean:P Wednesday- I got a taste of what it's like to feel a mop handle on your head hit you repeatedly. But no way it's going to keep my mouth shut during econs lessons. Because there's always plenty of things to comment about.=X And I don't think Mr Toh knows my surname. But it's definitely not 'Teo'. Thursday- Singing till sore. I've kind of given up on vectors, though I don't want to. I'm a tutorial behind now, shucks.=/
CIP today was horrible and fun. Fun because it was a class activity, we got to help the community and I got cip hours!:D Horrible because we were made use of, and that really annoyed me. Or rather, I was quite pissed by the end of it. My class had to help other classes with their blocks of flats because we were efficient, and they were well, slower I guess. And it wasn't just 1 extra block. It was THREE! I felt quite sick by the end of the 1st extra block because I was really hungry. We completed our blocks before ten, but instead of being rewarded for our efficiency, we couldn't rest but had to do another 3 blocks. Zzzz Okay I shall stop commenting on this. By the way, I think some residents were really freaky. *shudders I hate dark flats because they spook me. And the small lifts make me feel very uneasy. Claustrophobia! But there was this kind auntie who gave us these two large plastic bags of tidbits:D All hope is not lost. And thankfully our truck came on time.
Excited for tomorrow. Good luck to aj soccer team. I think not many would care much, but I do. Please score! Will be watching and cheering (not loudly though) from the stands. Well if it's even a stand. Pathetic seats.
Been thinking so so so much lately. I think I'm going crazy soon. I tell myself not to be affected by what others say, but disappointingly, I AM affected by what others say (about me). And I'm greatly affected. Call it low self-esteem, whatever. I'm sick of myself. I may appear strong on the outside but I know, inside, that I'm weak. And this sucks a hell lot. And this thing is bothering me more and more. I just don't have the courage. I'm afraid. Sighs.
Have been busy as heck these two days. Didn't do much during the weekends as always fyi: I have no life:( but I did go to my aunt's house for dinner on sunday. Ate yummy food again:D The thing is she cooked way too much food, I think it was enough for 20 people. But there were only 9 of us there. So in the end we were kinda forced to eat more, but I managed to escape by kindly refusing. Lol.
Went pizza hut with some choir peeps on monday. I mostly remembered the senseless? laughing and me not able to finish my pizza for the first time ever (I swear). I realised jj's laughing is really infectious because it's kind of high, I think, and so is pamela's snort. HAHA. I think flea is the most composed lor. Even though I think I'm quite composed also. I think. Anyway, someone dropped her drumstick. LOL. Like how a certain someone else dropped her drumstick before, also in front of me. Hahahahaha:P
Choir prac was with the j1s for the first time! And my claustrophobicism (is there such a word??) acted up again. I. Can't. Stand. Small. Spaces. I hate it, and I feel really weird and short of breath and squeezed. And of course, not to mention the weird j1 in soprano. Gosh. I shall not bitch because I'm not part of the bitch club. Lol.XP
Today's lessons were so... xian. Sighs. Vectors is a confirmed 'fail' topic. I can't seem to do most of the tutorial questions. Xian xian xianz. Chem tutorials are at crawling speeds. Econs... hmm I think maybe I should keep comments to myself next time in case there's a giggling fit again in class. I don't wanna write essays!!! :( Pe was quite slack today:D:D:D Yay yay yay
ECSTATIC. I'm high I'm high. 3-2 win and 3 points. Nearly suffered another disappointment again and thank god Liverpool won. Crazy shit. I totally jumped out of the sofa when Torres scored in the 92nd minute. Lol. Fortunately I don't have a weak heart (well at least I hope not) otherwise I may suffer an attack sooner or later.
Went sin li's house on thursday during my 4 1/2 hour break and played wii. It was awesome! Haha. Played tennis doubles(and won), the rabbid game(quite stupid but really fun-and won) and some penalty shootout thingy (and won) as well. :P :P :P But my right arm was really aching after that. Next time I'm gonna play house of the dead!:D
Anyway, I went to search for this youtube video vanessa told me about. And you're damn right it's hilarious! It shows djokovic imitating some tennis stars:
I think the nadal, federer and sharapova ones are the funniest. LOL.
Watched the dark knight again yesterday. Once again, I think heath ledger deserves the oscar; he was downright wickedly brilliant! Oh oh, and I wanna watch slumdog millionaire! :)
Next week will be fun, no? Supposedly, we're having bonding sessions with the J1 classes. I hope all goes well, hur.
I sometimes feel that I forgive people too easily. And because of this, I'm easily 'exploited'. I was just thinking yesterday that I need to be meaner, because the 'real world' calls for it. What with all the deception and conflicts and what-not. My life has been so conflict-free that I've become naive, to think that everyone around me have no ulterior motives. Because sometimes, the unexpected happens. I know that I trust people too easily as well, and I really do try to stay on at least neutral terms with people I know, which is why I think I might get conned one day.
After thursday, I believe that I'm a 'green' person, according to Mr Toh's psycho-analysis, because I'm indeed very analytical. And I definitely don't take sides in conflicts. I just want to say, that before one wishes to say something, he should first think of others, and consider their feelings. Not like I do this all the time anyway. I've said the wrong things too many times before. But I hope this blows over.
Oh, and I was beaten to the suan-ing. I got suaned first in the end.=/ Damn it.
Dined with choir people after practice on thursday, at a market near school which I didn't even know existed! Lol. And I found out I was right about something. Stop asking why I'm quiet, because I am not.
Everyday's lessons seem to be lifeless. Okay, on second thought, maybe the 'lifeless' part is just me. I've had so many people asking me why I look so xian that I kind of don't even answer them now. Because I'm just tired. Xian. Okay? Like physically and mentally tired. I'm stoning more and more nowadays. Oh I wish...
Was supposed to lunch with sin yee at nihon mura today, but we felt like eating at subway, so we went there instead. But there were no seats so we ended up at macs. Mc Spicy rocks! Haha. I'm not supposed to eat this sort of food yet, but I couldn't resist. Pray that my cough doesn't worsen! I've no idea why, but today the mc spicy was extra spicy for me and I ended up hanging my mouth open and breathing in out in out because my throat and mouth were burning and I'd finished my green tea. And stupid yee was laughing at me!>.< It was quite unglam so I kind of covered my mouth with tissue paper. Next time I'm gonna upsize my drink when I eat mc spicy.XP
The teacher will be back tomorrow. Supposedly. And I will suan him!!! For sure.
Today's cca carnival was not very good. Because apprently, the J1s were not made to stay back till 4 plus but were released at 2 plus instead. So the number of J1s who stayed behind was rather pathetic. Zoned out when pamela, flea and I were singing anderson sec songs. Feel quite bad now. Sometimes I really like just sppace out randomly, so to friends I've 'ignored' from some time to another, I'm sorry! I didn't mean it.>< And I'm going to be even worse tomorrow, because I'm waking up at 4 tomorrow to watch football again. I just can't miss any matches! Facts: In 04/05 season, I missed only 1 match (excluding carling cup). And it was the champions league final, like wth. I overslept and when I woke up, it was 3-3-_- I still haven't forgiven myself for missing the comeback. Lol. 05/06: I can't remember. Probably only carling cup matches. 06/07: Same. 07/08: 2 matches. 1 wasn't shown on tv(vs west ham). The other I overslept. Again. And it was the merseyside derby in which torres scored the only goal of the match. I even watched a midnight match between liverpool and arsenal the night before o'level english exam. I am stuck being like that for life, probably.
And I FEEL HORRIBLY SAD because there might be a girl's soccer team in aj this year. Two reliable sources told me 11 females signed up during cca carnival today. I think there were only 5 or 6 last year, and one of them was me. I haven't dismissed the thought of a 2nd cca, but I'm pretty sure practices will clash with choir. Someone, tear me into two please... Or maybe I can be the super-sub.
Sunday was fantastic. Could say it was triple-joy for me. Lakers won, Nadal won, and of course, like I'd said, Liverpool will win. And it's not fair because I've no chance to suan him back. Never mind. Shall wait till next week. XP
I love fernando torres. El Nino rocks. Forever!:D
So monday I was a happy an elated but tired girl. Sort of like a walking zombie. Actually I think I was zombie again today. Didn't go for choir because I went to my chinese doctor (or is it called 'sinseh') to cure my never-ending cough. He said I was too heaty. Doctor: (feels my pulse) *3 seconds later... Eh, ni zui jing hen chi shui hah. (you slept late for the past few days is it?) Me: Um... *I nodded. (Actually I was thinking: Eeeps! He so zhun. I just stayed up to watch liverpool play the night before and slept 3 hours) So apparently I have not enough sleep. That's why I'm not recovering.
Kind of stoned the entire day today. Even during pe. So much so when running 2.4km I actually spaced out and nearly forgot the number of rounds I've run. Econs lecture was practically zzz... Though I didn't sleep. I was perhaps in wonderland. LOL. But the lecturer was really slowww. Thank goodness it's only for this week. Pe today was actually quite okay. Ran 2 plus 6. Had pre test already:) But I was quite sad because my timing sucks. Whatever happened to my stamina??? :( :( :( And my left ankle always always hurts when I run long distance. Ever since secondary school. Maybe it's because of the way I run? :( Anyway I need to find a new motivation so I can run faster.
Mondays and Tuesdays tire the hell out of me. Wednesdays and thursdays are passing breeze. Fridays rock! :D (Nihon mura again on friday vsy!)
My cough is getting better. Sinseh rocks!! Though he didn't give me an mc... =/
About me: Name:Alice Ong D.o.B:10/05/1991 Horoscope:Taurus! Schools:NorthlandPS,AndersonSS,AndersonJC
Likes: Playing sports(esp.football,basketball=D) Econs Most unhealthy food(cos they're fried!=) To write Reading,listening to music,singing,etc...
Dislikes: The very smell of cigarettes(i just can't stand the smell!!) CristianoRonaldo(duh) Revising for tests and exams!!
Loves: LiverpoolFootballClub(especially!) My many friends!!XDXDXD Idolizes(not in any particular order): 1.Fernando Torres Super Junior! 2.Steven Gerrard 3.Kobe Bryant and others i'm lazy to continue on... http://wala-itsmagic.blogspot.com
wish!
1. Standard Chartered Home Jerseey:D
2. Watch Liverpool play at Anfield live
3. Visit Korea and Spain
i'VE got this 
i WANT this