Saturday, January 24, 2009
I'm still alive, and thank god for that.2 weeks of school is pushing it.
I'm physically tired, and thankfully not mentally yet, though I'm predicting I might reach that point in a couple of weeks.
My life now consists of three things- choir, school, and friends.
And I'm happy to say that the third thing is keeping me going on:D
Choir on wed was hell in two ways.
First, it was bad.
I think we didn't sing well, as in we didn't put in enough effort, which was why we were 'reprimanded' by swee hao the next day.
Secondly, it was hell because I was honestly a walking (and singing) zombie.
And I think this sums it up quite well.
To people I did not respond to on wednesday, I apologise.
I was really kind of knocked out that day; I was worse than usual.
And to make matters worse, pe on tuesday was horrible.
Had to run with 35/08 because I changed my afternoon pe.
So I ran alone most of the time because I was too lazy to run with the chionging people.
But I saw ____. :)
Thursday was slightly better.
Kept seeing this teacher in school.
And it was definitely NOT on purpose. duh.
Geog tutorial was fruitful. Finally.
We had gp lecture on ethics.
Kantian and Utilitarianism values.
I had hell of a time trying to pronounce 'utilitarianism' fluently. Zzz.
But of course I say it with ease now:D Yew-tee-lee-tear-rian-ism.
Watched this video of the hiroshima bombing and its consequences.
But I thought the deformed and scarred people were a bit too... gross.
I felt nauseated after the video.
Then I went to j8 via Rain's car!
Heheh I think it's so cool to be able to drive.
But I stiil haven't gotten over the phobia of crashing so I don't think I'll be learning to drive anytime soon.
Had a humongous lunch in the foodcourt which made me feel terribly guilty because I wanna lose 3kg more.
Choir was much better than wednesday's
And I sadly conclude that I can't sing.
I'm serious and contemplating if I should change section or something, before I pull down the standard of sopranos.
My voice is throaty.
And the cough I have now isn't helping at all.How how how??!
:(
#@*%
I hate my voice.
Friday was tiring again.
(My current pet phrase has got to be 'I'm tired')
Had pe in the morning. Zzz.
The cny concert was... I don't really know what to say.
But my mind was floating in and out of situation at times.
But it didn't stop me from hearing the horribly off-pitched performance, which was torture.
Went back to my primary school, but didn't manage to find my teacher, so I sms-ed her instead.
Then went to far east with flea, pamela, jj and zk.
Walked till my feet were rotting because I had pe in the morning.
Couldn't really feel my legs after that.
But at the very least, I got my shoes!:DGoing out again later.
I'm kinda on a spending spree, which I know I'm gonna regret in the not-so-long-run.
But I'm not caring so much now.
Living a life for a few days, at least.
I wanna see you and you and you!
PS. Don't mind the randomness.
i'VE got this 
i WANT this